Monday, February 14, 2011

Yep.

How I spent my Valentine's Day...

I got up and did all the things I usually do.
I helped a friend by making a last minute floral arrangement.
I watched Jeopardy.
I ate dinner.
I cleaned my birds' cage.
I went to bed.

No flowers, no candy, no cards, no hearts.

Just, luckily, a boyfriend who loves me from far away. At least there's him.

Monday, February 7, 2011

I want more.

I feel a little off lately.

I'm sleeping more and more. I'm enjoying my dreams more than the hours when I'm awake. I even enjoy the scary dreams, they're like a movie in my head and they're so creative I barely believe that I am the one who is really dreaming them.

Last night, I had many dreams and somehow they all just seem to flow into one another. I dreamt that I lived in a place where there was an evil dictator and if you could bleed, you were to die. So this giant man on a sleigh rode down the streets and killed all these people who were bleeding and he stabbed me with a fork. Yes, a fork. So I was bleeding, but he didn't see so I ran away. It was odd. But so very exciting.

I think I need more excitement in my life. But, I think it might get me in trouble.